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close family, hot pie MaryJane Nordgren close family, hot pie MaryJane Nordgren

love gift

tired from puttering

and nursing, for days,

a mild headache

i wasn’t prepared after 8

hear my doorbell ring

but i opened it to my daughter

bring me my own private

apple pie smelling cinnamony

fresh from the oven

i feel loved

far beyond my deserving

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Nordic legend MaryJane Nordgren Nordic legend MaryJane Nordgren

blue-blooded kraken

kraken changed my understanding

of bluebloods

which i’d always associated

with deprivation of oxygen

and a monied group elite too long

to remain vital, energetic and healthy

 

Scandinavian folklore present kraken

as strong, active, muscular menaces

from the deep ocean – probably based

on giant squid which attacked seafaring

craft and terrorized ancient sailors

 

giant squid, like fellow cephalopod,

octopi, have three hearts, large brains

and blue blood

and, although seldom seen, thrive

as animated, vital creatures

unassociated with decadence

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Pacific Ocean, perspective MaryJane Nordgren Pacific Ocean, perspective MaryJane Nordgren

need gratified

i needed to hear and see

the ocean

the drive to the coast, through

green-yellow-orange-red

and evergreen

readied my spirit

to take in rugged, gray beauty

of turbulent sea

quieting my soul with perspective

of being only a miniscule part

of the great I AM

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truth

hair transparent

it is reflection, refraction, distortion

trick of light

that reaches us

makes him white

he is the inevitable, invisible

male pacing, stalking

myth

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tender encounter

 

trusting, trusted

  because if i fear betrayal, i cannot

  allow myself to be vulnerable

 

quiet

  because noise and foolishness detract

  from me, and even more from you

 

at peace

  because that blessed state only comes

  when i am still enough to listen deeply

 

hopeful

  because whatever action that ensues

  will – i hope – nurture all involved

 

fulfilling

  as i am grateful tenderness has been

  with young bobcat newly on his own

  as he stopped to look, acknowledging

            me without fear

  with the run-away patch of daisies

  in my yard as i walked away leaving

  all to the new owners and they bent

            with the wind, in promise

            to be themselves in gift

with the rocky cliff at my back

as i came to realize we are made

            of much the same elements

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current information, fact-based MaryJane Nordgren current information, fact-based MaryJane Nordgren

ill-informed actions

Oregon governor protests

that the commander in chief

is using a five-year outdated video clip

displayed on television news

to determine that Oregon needs

federal help in securing Portland

from flaming insurrection.

When the president’s use of Oregon’s National Guard is blocked

by a federal judge, our commander calls in California’s National Guard.

Where are the current president’s

daily security briefings so he is actually

aware of what is going on?

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time MaryJane Nordgren time MaryJane Nordgren

by the clock

later and later by the clock

sunrise brightens and warms

the horizon

tied as we are to the clock

it is difficult to remember

that it is we who are turning

and orbiting the sun

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winter take all

winter take all

autumn has been preparing

conserving, contracting

surface area needing sunshine

bodies needing food

dropping leaves

setting up lairs for hibernation

reminding persons

of the finiteness of life

and the need to be ready

to face infinity if not strong

to embrace rebirth of spring

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yellow dance of awareness

watching a yellow leaf detach

dance, swirl, drift and pirouette

celebrating autumn and reminding

me of the passage of time

mindful of the finiteness of life

its dreams, deeds done and not done

of shoulds and failures, of judgement

and self-castigation, of pride – foolish, or earned and quietly smiled upon

good feeling or ache of disappointment

as i measure myself against

what i hoped and what i’ve done

to discover who i am

to learn acceptance of others

and, finally, forgiveness of self

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father in autumn

autumn leaves swirl

pushing forward the clock

as we remark passing seasons

but also reminding me of childhood

privilege of diving into the pile of leaves

laboriously raked by wearied father

who smiled, nonetheless,

to hear our laughter

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close family, generous gift MaryJane Nordgren close family, generous gift MaryJane Nordgren

back seat non-driver

in the back seat of my brother’s car

i, who nearly always am the driver,

got to peer up between stands of trees

and along the hilltop to the low

mountains layered behind them

trace the curves of tractor furrows

where the farmer followed

the contours of his land

all the delights a driver may not

allow her focus to remain on

as she steers from town

through wooded corridors

and farm communities

on the way to foggy coast

how i love my brother and sister (-in-law and -in-love)

who have always quietly done for me

things i could not do for myself

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geology MaryJane Nordgren geology MaryJane Nordgren

Rice Museum of Rocks and Minerals

 a dozen of us with canes and walkers

visited the Rice Museum of rocks and minerals, awed by the cut and polished

surfaces of gray-brown lumps someone was curious enough to discover

contained layers, colors, streaks, blotches of exquisite beauty

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